I never thought it would reach this far, I was trying to avoid the conversation as if i was ignoring reality as it stood before me. It was the moment that I have been waiting for… the moment to admit and tell you what i was keeping for a while, to finally let it out and move on, to let go and be free…. but cowardice ruled over me, I let it all pass… As it happened, I asked myself why is it so hard ….. so hard to admit the love I once had…. that pain was once my friend and that tears were my refuge ….
I shouldn’t be crying, I’m supposed to be good at this, I have accepted this fate. I was the only one who felt the emotion, I was the only one dreaming, I was the only one hoping…. You seemed so near yet so far.
I know I'll be okay and i know I’ll be alright. I must forget this after tonight…. but for now I have to bare with One Sleepless Night.